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  • Keep on living until you feel alive again

    I am struggling a lot lately. I knew the first autumn/ winter after my diagnosis would probably be particularly bad, but this is the worst my depression has been since before I met C. I probably would not be here… Continue reading

    Keep on living until you feel alive again
  • Differently Human (Part 2 of 2)

    Wednesday 22nd March 2023, 16:15 I feel sick to my stomach. I’m not worried about them confirming what I’ve suspected for the last 5 years or so – I can deal with that. What I’m not prepared for is being… Continue reading

    Differently Human (Part 2 of 2)
  • Differently Human (Part 1 of 2)

    Saturday 4th March, 2023, 12:30 I am walking along a busy street in central Edinburgh, having just come from my final appointment. I am in a mildly dissociative state as I experience derealisation, as I have done countless times before… Continue reading

    Differently Human (Part 1 of 2)
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